Dear Diary, I decided on leaving social media and my phone for a while. I haven't planned on how long i'd leave it for yet but I think this might be good for me. There's just so much that's been going on in my life that I just need a break from all of it. It's not like I have a lot of friends or anything like that. Sometimes I really want to die, I don't think i'd ever end my own life but sometimes I feel like I should. I hate admitting that.