Today wasn't completely awful despite the fact that I went to the doctor for a regular checkup.
My doctor just assumes so much. She's definitely doing it more now than before because she's trying to quickly get patients out of the office because covid.
I told her I'm using my inhaler on the regular and she automatically assumes that it's because of my weight gain. She didn't even give me time to say that I only used it for cat allergies before I was sick the whole month of November. Since being sick my lungs are weaker than before.
So she prescribed me a daily, single-use inhaler but I don't know when I'll get it (I have to mail in the prescription and just ugh).
Now I'm up to 230 pounds which is apparently terribly awful for my height. I mean, I know it's not good, but we are in the middle of a fucking pandemic. I can't help the weight gain.
She told me I need to get a job. BITCH. I *do* have a job, I'm just on a leave of absence.
God, I hate her.
And she just assumes that I can easily eat healthier. She also assumes that I eat like a stereotypical fatass American (tons of chips and sodas and etc). I almost hate chips and I only drink half a bottle of coke a day. I also don't normally overindulge in excessive unnecessary calories. I do sometimes, but not all the time. Also, I have food-related trauma. I can't *just* eat vegetables or meat. I want to gag looking at or smelling most meat and the texture of the vegetables I've tried make me gag.
What gives her the right to assume these things about me?
Nothing.
Anyway, Da took me to the doctor and I enjoyed being with him.
We went to my local supermarket and put in an order for a custom cake for my birthday. I'm so excited I need to use emojis. 😍😭 I might actually cry when I see it.
The cake I want is going to have sunflowers on it. I'm going to attach the picture I showed to the baker below.
Da is paying for it because he's the best boyfriend in the world and I love him.
It should be ready on Tuesday (22nd) at noon and I guess that's when we'll have a pretend party. I hope J will be there but he might have school/homework to do still.
My mom, J, and I are going to make Christmas cookies this weekend, probably Saturday (19th). It was so fun making them with J last year when he was 4. We put mini m&ms on the cookies and his little sneaky fingers would pick them off and eat them. After they cooled down, he tried one and said, "yuck, this is nasty stuff." We all died laughing.
Friday (the 18th) my sister will be getting a endo- and colonoscopy so my family and I will be watch both J and his little brother, CJ, all day and night. I'm pretty excited to have the smaller one over since I rarely see him. He would be such a good and loveable kid if his parents knew how to discipline him. The only reason why J is such a good kid is because my parents are the ones raising him about half the time.
I'd love to have CJ over more often, but my grandma essentially hates him, her 3 year old great-grandson. It all started one day shortly after he learned how to walk. He does what any little kid does and gave her a strange face. She said that it was the meanest, most hateful look she's ever seen. 🙄 I think she also doesn't like him because he is biologically my sister's husband's son, whereas J is not.
It's sad and it sucks and it breaks my heart how much she hates the little guy. He just wants to be loved.
I've gotten super off-topic.
After Da and I ordered my cake, we got some of my favorite fast food and went to my house to eat it.
After that we went into my room and put together my Pokemon coin collection. A couple of weeks ago I bought this picture frame thing (that was clearly meant for a wedding) that said "All because two people fell in love," and had 100 wooden hearts in it (meant for guests to write a note on and put in the frame). We scratched off all those words except for "love" and put my coins in it.
I absolutely love it. I can keep much better track of the coins I have now. I don't mind having a few duplicates but I certainly don't want like 10 Shaymin coins or something. I'll attach pictures of this, too.
After putting the coins together I revealed to Da that I had used my nintendo switch gold coins to pay for the switch version of Among Us. We cuddled and I watched him play for a while before I got my phone out and joined his party. It was a lot of fun. I had never played before today.
Eventually we got tired of playing and decided to just cuddle (or nap, in my case) until it was time for him to go home. I hate when he has to go. He's so warm and cute and I love him. But he's gotta go make them dollars so he can buy me cake and gifts lol. Loading...