Dear Diary,
Kemper and I had long talks today.
I have been so sick lately and it has helped keep my mind off being sick.
I am talking more and more with him and signing less.
We learned a lot about each other today.
He laid on my bed (on top of the covers of course lol) and we just talked and talked to each other. It was nice lying next to him
We are alike but we aren’t. If that makes any sense
I have been feeling really lonely lately. I am not a big fan of Christmas at all. I wish we could just fast forward through the holidays and New Year.
Too many bad memories
I finished reading Interview with the Vampire. It is way better than the movie. So now I’m reading the next one. I didn’t realize it was a 13 book series when I started 😳
My mom emailed me today. I about deleted it without reading it. Dad is sick with Covid and it is hitting him pretty hard.
I hope he gets well!
I kind of wish they would just forget about me. Then we can all just move on.
She then talked about Jax and how much he is talking. I didn’t finish reading the email.
The one person who helps make any sense of my life, wants nothing to do with me. My heart hurts when I think of it.
Mom made no mention of Ryan so it has me wondering if they are in touch at all.
I still think of that dream where he called and asked how I was doing. I can still hear his voice. It felt so real!
I still hope that he reaches out.