Dear Diary,
I have agreed to go back with Kemper when I am better. That won’t be for a few weeks anyway.
He flew down here but said we would drive back since I have no ID. It will be one long trip back.
I’m so tired today. I just feel very exhausted, mentally, physically, emotionally
I spent an hour crying this morning over Ryan. He is killing me on the inside!
I think if Kemper knew how much I tried to reach out to him, he would not be happy.
I don’t think my feelings will ever change for Ryan. And why should they?!
I can barely keep my eyes open right now. I’m so tired!
Vince tried to get a hold of me last night but I was sleeping. I’m ignoring it!
I don’t remember much of what happened that evening. I was in the bathroom and that’s where the fight started (I don’t remember why) and the next thing I know, he is waking me up on the bedroom floor. My ankle was so swollen and my shoulder was killing me.
I’m going back to sleep! I can’t stay awake