------ wants a platonic romantic relationship with someone. Platonic cuddles and playing with hair, just as bros tho. Im totally up for that, but I dont know if I can give them that because Im pretty sure its something Ive barred myself from. In the back of my head I dont believe I should be treated like that, with such care. I feel like I dont deserve what I have (deep down) on some level. Ive convinced myself of others opinions and of the self doubting ones and they clash. It feels like Im just making up issues now. When I say Im dying, I mean it.
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It feels wrong asking if I can talk to people.