Before you read: recently I've gotten really into the topic of reality shifting, you might have seen it on tik tok, but there's a lot more to learn about it on other platforms like amino and youtube and I recommend you look into it because it really is interesting, and it's helped me a lot with all the meditation I've been doing and the mindset I've been in.
We shift thousands of times every day. Every decision I make shifts my reality. I am going to shift, there is no reason I cant. I believe I can, and that's what matters. Worries, doubts, frustration, it's all normal, I just have to keep believing and be patient. I will shift, and I will go to my desired reality whether it be on script or somewhere else. I will go home. If it takes minutes, hours, days, I will shift. I believe I will, so it is so. Every "failed attempt" only brings me closer to success. I cant give up now, when I'm so close. I can feel it, I will shift.
Why am I looking for answers from other people, answers that only end up confusing me and conflicting with other answers I've read, when I already have the answers I'm looking for within myself. I don't have to be worrying about all these insignificant things because I already know what to do, I just have to trust myself. It's not that others experiences and answers, etc are insignificant and that I should look over them entirely, its that when I'm reading them, they cant influence my mind to think "this is what my experience should be like" because everyone's experience will be different, I'm not going to have exactly the same experience as that person so there's no reason for me to be frustrated when things don't happen the same way for me. I just have to let it happen naturally, because that's how it will happen.
Basically, the time will come, and for now It's my job to bring myself closer and prepare myself for it.
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Why am I looking for other people's answers when the key is already within me? I am the key, I hold my own answers. No matter how frustrated or impatient I get, if I look within myself I can find what I need. I just have to trust myself and believe. Why be confused by others answers, answers that intermingle and conflict with each other, when I already have my answer. What I believe will be true for me. My beliefs will reflect in my reality. I don't need to overthink things and worry, I'll just let it come, because it will. The time will come, I am a ticking time bomb, explosive, and I am about to detonate, bringing change on my own accord and influencing my own life. I make the choices, this is my reality.