November 17, 2020

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Dear Diary,


The reason of me being Lonely is alot of hidden
Painful reasons behind everything i do or the way i act and how People think that am a bad person with bad intention ، i dont really care about them Cause they hurt me so bad till i got cold and senseless ، i don't get hurt anymore i dont know if It's a bad thing but i surely know that It's not normal for humans to be senseless i only feel some emotions  and sometimes i don't feel anything، sometimes i hurt myself till i bleed or burn myself to feel something and
sometimes i do It because i want to forget the pain that i feel inside my heart just to stop the suffering  ،sucideal and dark thoughts، nightmares about the painful creepy Past and scary futer that am trying to escap ..



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Reem
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ElainaNov 17, 2020

No problem. I know it's hard sometimes and it takes strength to deal with all this pain. Hope you feel better soon!

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ReemNov 17, 2020

thank you i really appreciate it ، It takes alot of energy to keep fighting but am trying my best to survive ،am glad that someone un derstood how i feel at least thank you for your support and kindness

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ElainaNov 17, 2020

Hey, everything will be ok! Just keep fighting. You are so strong, and you don't even know it! Most people would break under this much pain and pressure but you haven't and I'm proud! Just keep fighting and it will all be better soon. I'm proud and hope you have a better life.

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