November 17, 2020
Dear Diary,
The reason of me being Lonely is alot of hidden
Painful reasons behind everything i do or the way i act and how People think that am a bad person with bad intention ، i dont really care about them Cause they hurt me so bad till i got cold and senseless ، i don't get hurt anymore i dont know if It's a bad thing but i surely know that It's not normal for humans to be senseless i only feel some emotions and sometimes i don't feel anything، sometimes i hurt myself till i bleed or burn myself to feel something and
sometimes i do It because i want to forget the pain that i feel inside my heart just to stop the suffering ،sucideal and dark thoughts، nightmares about the painful creepy Past and scary futer that am trying to escap ..
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