Reem's Dear Diary

Dear Diary,The reason of me being Lonely is alot of hidden Painful reasons behind everything i do or the way i act and how People think that am a bad person with bad intention ، i dont really care about them Cause they hurt me so bad till i got cold

Dear Diary, am so sick of Life,Myself and everyone else,Bipolar depression and BPD destroyed me,My relationships and My Life completley , am scared of Myself scared to be leftalone,My dark thoughts are taking over My brain and making me insane,i feel