Dear Diary, everyone thinks that they know me..but the reality is they don't..I ask one of my friends 'do you know me?..he answered yes I know you..I know everything about you..your personality, your everything..hahahahah!! Dumbhead..you don't even know a single thing about me..just because I was smiling(fake) , laughing (fake) , having fun with you all( inside I was dying) doesn't meant that I am happy...I tried to hide everything from you all..but wanted you all to recognize my feelings..if I'm okay..do you(friends and teachers) know how it feels when you fake a smile..you want to cry..you all think I truly love you but I hate you all..hate everyone.. do you all know how living with depressed peoples and depression feels like..do you know how it feels to be depressed as a child, teen huh!!.. I wanted to tell you all that people don't always need advice, sometimes they need a shoulder to cry, ear to listen and a heart to understand them..but you dumbheads instead of making me feel happy hurt me.. everyone just hurt me..I hate you..I hate you all so much!!!