Dear Diary, you know, that I never forget the past. I want to forget, but I do not. I don't know what to do. I want to forget the worst time and the worst people which I had faces in my past. in my life, there are lots o people I never want to face them. I hate them. but some pains are given from these who I love most. I am blank, I cannot say anything to anyone. It is different from the ones I hate, but whose I love most, that things hurt me most and most.