October 08, 2020

Dear Diary,

Lately, I've been thinking about my boyfriend a lot. He moved away a while back, and we haven't been able to see each other in person for over a year now. I know that we still have video chatting, and texting, but it's not the same as being able to be in his arms. I'm crying as I wrote this because just talking about him makes me think of all the times we were able to hug and kiss each other. God, I miss him so much. :'-( My friends say that things will get better and we will be able to see each other again once things start settling down. I really hope so. He's been having some family issues so it's not like he can just drop everything just to come and see me. I have some family things going as well so I understand. We kind of got into an argument about it today because we were both stressed out about being in a distant relationship. He was mad because I mentioned being lonely without him and I guess he took it the wrong way. He thought I was blaming him for me getting depressed. We're both missing each other...it's stressful... and we are the only one's that understand each other. I'm scared everyday for him, and so is he for me. All we can do is pray for each other right now, and try to call and text as often as possible. I just hope that we get to see each other in person asap, and hopefully he moves back here when money gets right. I hope he thinks of me right now. ❤