October 08, 2020

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Dear Diary, I HATE MY BOYFRIEND! He is so damn mean to me it's unbelievable. But yet he somehow seems to turn it all around on me like it's all my fault. Yea I admit I'm not perfect l, by far. I have my own flaws & I can point them out and realize where I went wrong at. But this mind fukin game I'm constantly battling has jus about got me going overboard!! I know right from wrong & he is FAR from right & I know I'm not wrong about how I feel. Why? BECAUSE ITS HOW I FEEL! one thing he still can't comprehend.. my feelings! I've been stuck in this relationship for going on 7 years. I have no family no fridnds I could even begin to trust & absolutely no one to turn to for any kind of advice. I'm going stir crazy! I hope this app helps me in some kinda way :'( it's easier said than done to just " leave " & go where ? Trust who? Those streets are so evil out there I jus had my only friend that was even allowed or even put up with our shit, get brutally murdered over some pety ass $$$. I'm bout ready to snap y'all & that always turns out black & blue for me :( so now what

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Anon systemOct 9, 2020

You have to find a way to get finances together so you can leave. What youre describing is abuse and there is recources for those dealing with domestic violence. Please try and get help.

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Gul e WaseemOct 9, 2020

I can feel you pain. I have been through this. Its worst situation in emotion could have. bUT I STILL Believe you can overcome this. 1st of all, you need to be clear about what you want and what you already have. 2nd remember, in this world everything revolve around the "Interest", If a person loves you he will make u feel better not bitter, Cry all night leaving friends and family behind is not the life you wanted right?. You have be brave to face the situation. I know its not easy but try to keep yourself busy and look around how life is going. LIve in Present move on. Yeah i KNOW WE can keep experimenting with our loves but we have to find best for us. Being not worthy to trust will make you sick. Spend sometime with nature. delete all your sad songs, give yourself a 2nd chance, be alive again

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