Dear Diary, Its very hard to tell what am thinking today. There are so many question in my mind, why am thinking about you why?
I am somehow clear that your life is perfect but not mine, am still incomplete, or may be i wanted to be.
I call you daily just to listen to your voice because it works for my heart, i got positive energy otherwise I will dive into negative, wethere you ever realise or not but, I miss you so much but i dont want to do this. You dont have time for me to hangout, but one of my friend says its not my fault, its the matter of your heart, He says: There is a will there is a way. If am important for him, he will mamage the time. But You didnt. Its very heart breaking
Sometimes I thought beacuse am not that perfect person or not with car and luxury so thats why you keep a distance. only you can answer this