Dear Someone,
I feel like I live a pretty boring life right now. Is my life perfect... fuck no. I feel like some days I live through the motions. I actually found this because a book i read was about a public diary and I got curious if there was anything like that out there. Ive always tried writing for a type of therapy but I always thought why bother they are words on paper that will just get lost into the abyss. Maybe here if i write about my life and it doesn't help me maybe it could help someone know they arnt alone in some way. This honestly is just a initial post because the first one is the hardest I feel. I have so much in my past to work through to get out there that I need too but if I write about it all at once it will be hours of reading and writing. I guess let's start with basics im a 28 year old female married with 2 amazing kids. My husband is more then i could ever ask for. From the outside world life looks perfect but to me even tho I should be happy even when times get tough depression is still a bitch who has been talking in my ear since I was 13.
I'm a little tipsy right now so I think I'm gonna write more when I have a cool head. Maybe about my fucked up childhood lol. Good night for now.