Dear Diary, bow down to me for i am the "Dark Queen" I will smite everyone who disobeys me and love those who kiss at my feet. 🙄🙄🙄 jesus im fucking weird dude like hey im none of that as much as i would like to be I'm not im a weak piece of shit who is too scared to make the moves she needs to make in order to keep her fucking sanity. Im an attention whore because the love that ive gotten was manipulated and abuse. I just want to be happy and god i just want to look at someone and not have to be scared and be loved and fuuuuck im just rambling what do i even mean idk wtf im talking about