Dear Diary,
Shit
Wow big ass flashback...wow so much blood...shit bodybags I dont want to see this I dont want to remember this fuck
All I see is red and Im singing a song called say red...and literally code red I can only see red how do I get out?
Then I wake up one day and Im in some sort of hospital...I kind of rather it be medical but I'm a little scared if its not...
OK whatever im here so its probably a good time to process and move on from sgt noe. I have enough tattoos to remind me
Like almost all
But my favorite is a secret red thorn that for some reason no one else notices how obvious this is but me.
Then I walk into the cafetería and my visions blurry, but that ghost is here..
Cool found him, sorry for this I know its weird but I really need this right now
Um are you alive?
Yes
Are you real?
Yes?
So your not just something in my head?
Right...
Cool thank you thank you thank you I am so damn grateful you exist. Now I can finally say bye.
So I turn and start to walk away then I somehow heard
"Wow, thank you that was actually very sweet of you."
And now I cant move
My sgt always told me shit like that
It always made me this giddy
Uuuhhhh I can't turn back now, I have to just walk out and treasure this moment.
I can move on now.