Dear Diary,
So fuck it
His name his sgt
E5 marine????
No airforce??
What?
I dont get it
He never told me his first name
Stop speaking so nicely?
Look all your giving me is a first name
He never told me what it was because I had to figure out how to say this cuz too many pills, damnit I can think but cant communicate
Fuck
How do I ask for a status report
About sgt noe...how do I ask this weird nurse about a picture in my head???
Fuck Im really crazy
Cuz im like nurse
If you know about this
Just tell me about it
Say whatever you want
I promise to just listen
Cuz yeah I deserve this
Damn this is scary
Ouch that hurt
Ok ok, lets take a break
Why do I feel a bitch slap
But why did I just feel too much pain
When he says it in such a kind and gentle way?
Fine gotta sleep on it
Im just scared that if I close my eyes
Ill wake up and its like he no longer exists?
Fuck it I heard his voice whisper from somewhere
"Please promise me you'll sleep tonight?"
I mean why is this reality such a huge painful truth bomb so fine
But I need to calm down with a simple bedtime story cuz so meta