August 16, 2020

Dear Diary,

Damn

He keeps begging me to say his name

I want to, but I dont know how to pronounce it or if I can say it outloud

All I can do is spell NOE

He won't just give me the answer

Because I have to learn what consent means first

And if I am ever unsure

Just say no

But I wasn't asking about that

Your name is 3 letters

It could be pronounced

 -noway

- no eee

For all I know it could actually be no3???

Why won't he tell me in secret?

He keeps just telling me, "Hi I'm here, but I cant until you can figure out my name"

"Im trying....it hasn't ever really fully been up to me to figure it out before? Who gave me all this power???

I dont know what the fuck to do with this

I'm too distracted every time he goes on patrol