Dear Diary, I feel I want a big house. It just funny with the reason I want new house because I want more privacy and don't want to have neighbours. But I'm not grateful enough to think about homeless who doesn't have their own home. Maybe I need to shut the door forever. And be silent wherever I do. So that they doesn't know what I was doing. Yup, it's hard to be friendly with new person. I feel that they always watching or hearing me even they don't. I don't know what to do 😑