July 30, 2020

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Dear Diary,

I love drawing...

But in this prison...

I can't enjoy do what I love


I hate her..

I want to get out from here

But I don't have enough money


I know how many n how hard I hurt her... It will influence my luck

If you follow what your parents want... You will get more luck 

That's how they taught me

Do you believe it? 

It's like since I was child they gave me their mindset.. their believe... To control my life. 

It's can be good and bad

But I m not child anymore

They can't trick or fool me


I know... 
Whatever they did... To me
I have to grateful 
Even they trap me in their prison... 
I don't have to worry about food, electric and water bill, and house. I have to... no . Must be grateful for what I have.

But inside...
I'm suffering with how empathy my life 
How I'm not happy



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AyJul 31, 2020

Haha.... I live in different cultures with you perhaps.... Which woman will stay with their parents until married... Such old school parents in now days. And yes... I try to move out but because this Covid issue... Trapped me very well in here

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Florence-FarahJul 31, 2020

Girl wtf you doing staying there after 25 being treated like a 14 year old! I moved out asap aftwr highschool bc i wanted to love differently. You're 25 anf they still control ylu and the always will do MOVE OUT Asap! Work your way out ❤

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AyJul 31, 2020

Thank you Farah... Someday.. i will leave and get my freedom. Ita funny isn't it... Actually am 25. But they control me like teenager, who don't have right to choose what i want and what i hate it so much... They use my religion to tide me tight.... Sad...

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Florence-FarahJul 31, 2020

Work Or study your way out of the house if it's suffocating you <3 (If you're 18+) You're your own person and she has no right to tell you what to do. Work hard to be Independent so you can take care of yourself and make your own choices and walk away from toxic parents that want to control your life like it's theirs.

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AyJul 30, 2020

That is a good idea.. I will..

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PenJul 30, 2020

❤get lost in drawings and create your own world

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