July 12, 2020{ T }

 

Small things are happening. Hes okay with me talking with his parents and doesn't try to hide me as much. It's a latino thing where we just hide our "new" friendships from our parents.
I told him I love him. And I meant it. Only thing was, it was said as a joke. What's funny is that he said it back. There was that silence of connection that you can find in special people you come across with. He didn't need to say it but he did. 
He was being a gentleman today and sweet I just... melted all together. I get touchy when I have a crush on someone who I know I have a low chance of being rejected from. I rest my head on his shoulder as we finish up a joint. That moment, was everything I've been missing.
So about the kiss. He grabbed my face with both his palms and had me look into his eyes as he gave me that stare that I've absolutely adored since day one. That look when you're the only one that matters to someone. Despite the reality behind it.. 
He was squeezing my cheeks as a sign of him wanting to flirt. As adorable as all this was, I had to say no before anyone leaned a little too close when his plams were on my face. His touch, brought back that feeling inside me of being in complete peace within his presence. 

Now everything seems to be going ok... but one detail bothers me so much that it can make or break everything...


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