Fake Smile July 13

 

Dear Diary, 

It's hard to keep my smile brightly in front of my students. It's hurt when i want to be alone but I can't. Which means my life must continue.... 


Being teacher is not easy. 

I have to be careful to share anything about my private life... I can't write any status in WhatsApp that show my true feeling like complain about my day. 


I know I m sad right now. I want to share my feeling with my friends in social medias,  but I can't... 


I have an image as teacher. And that's hard.


I want someone say... 

"Are you okay?"

"Everything is gonna be okay"

" You disserve better than him"

"Let's hang out and forget everything"


Only my sister care but I know she get trouble with her univ.. and I can't be selfish for asking her to here with me.


This pain... Is really trouble my day. 

I m to tired for cleaning my room. I think I can make myself busy. 

Sadly I can't.

I want to cry but I have duty for tutoring class this evening. 


Sad... But... I have to wear my mask again. 


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