It's hard to keep my smile brightly in front of my students. It's hurt when i want to be alone but I can't. Which means my life must continue....
Being teacher is not easy.
I have to be careful to share anything about my private life... I can't write any status in WhatsApp that show my true feeling like complain about my day.
I know I m sad right now. I want to share my feeling with my friends in social medias, but I can't...
I have an image as teacher. And that's hard.
I want someone say...
"Are you okay?"
"Everything is gonna be okay"
" You disserve better than him"
"Let's hang out and forget everything"
Only my sister care but I know she get trouble with her univ.. and I can't be selfish for asking her to here with me.
This pain... Is really trouble my day.
I m to tired for cleaning my room. I think I can make myself busy.
Sadly I can't.
I want to cry but I have duty for tutoring class this evening.
Sad... But... I have to wear my mask again.