Dear Diary, i don't have other words to describe how i feel, that death. it literally feels like im dying. when im alone, i cry and when im with my friends or in school or idk somewhen with people, i feel like hes choking me, like im not allowed to be happy, to smile and he has his hand around my through again so i just cant breath. my lungs are about to explode, my heart feels broken, like i can clearly feel a fucking break, or thousends and my brain shuts down from too much pain, maybe its worst then death, its dying slowly from the inside out. i know out time is over and we got nothing to tell each other anymore, our love is broken from the inside, and its creaking me, its breaking me. cant you see what you do to me when you said these things. i wish i never met you, baby. all you did was gave me love and affection, to take it and hurt me. all im left with the question if i never meant any to you, im left my doubts and pain. so tell me die you really love me or did you just want me like crazy?
love