June 17, 2020

 

Wise One,


My in laws have gone home with enough water to last them a few months. It is a huge relief, and hopefully this virus will be over by time they need more.


School already started again though, it feels like the break was so short. This time, I am studying sociology and Greek and Roman history. I am worried about how I will pay for it, but I can defer the payments for now.


The self discovery book was about self care and wellness this time. It discussed the concept of taking yourself out on a date. It's something that just seems odd to me, but I would like to try it eventually.


Studying Buddhism I am learning about the Eight Fold Path. This section was on the "right view". This involves critical thinking on all you see, hear, and observe but also on your thoughts and feelings. It is also about understanding you are not just your culture, political ideology, others expectations, or what you think you want.


It's funny, even before reading this I came to a similar conclusion that we should not define ourselves based on external factors. It is validating to see this concept exist in a world that teaches you otherwise.


Another message I have learned here is how the Buddhist way of life is about not bringing harm to anyone (including yourself). It interests me as in Wicca, it is taught, "Do what you will, but bring harm to none".


You can find such a message in so many paths. Wouldn't the world be a much better place if we all lived, insuring we brought harm to none?


I may sound like a hypocrite saying so though. While I may have believed in this as my moral compass for years, there are still times I have not been kind. Times, I have even been cruel. I deeply regret such times.


Yet no amount of regret will change what is in the past. All I can do is look to the present and the future, making sure I keep mindful of my thoughts, words, and actions. 

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