June 04, 2020

I have a job at a supermarket where I'm essentially a stocker. Even though I'm an essential worker, I have to stay home in order to keep my almost 70 year old grandma from getting covid19. 

I haven't been to work in 3 months (as of the 13th of this month). The financial aspect is taking a toll on me, but the worst part is my new lack of exercise. I would get up to 10,000 steps a day at work and I worked 4 days a week. I haven't really paid attention to my steps, but I wouldn't be surprised if I stay under 1,000 most days.

People are often like, "well just go outside for a walk," but I live in a pretty sketch neighborhood and I can't just drive to a park or something. I don't know how to drive. Also, pollen has been pretty bad here and my allergies kill me. 

I want to go back to work so I have actual motivation to do physical activity. 

I wish I could at least have a boyfriend to do stuff with me, like taking a walk, or to at least have sex with since that can be exercise, too.