May 25, 2020
I know that I said, "
So pretty much I guess Jon and I are done," but for some reason I just don't want to give up on him. He hasn't really given me anything to hang my hope on, so I don't know why I'm stilling hanging on.
I asked him on Saturday (23rd) if he wanted to come over on Sunday (24th) and he said he couldn't because he had stuff to do around the house. Then I asked if he could come over on Monday (25th, today), and all he said was, "Possibly that day." I asked again tonight if he could come over today, but he hasn't read my message, despite having been online around 2 hours ago.
Honestly, this might be his last chance. I need to stop giving out so many chances. I need to stop being so desperate. I am worth more than this. I shouldn't have to beg for love or someone's attention. If he wanted to be with me, he would've already made that clear.
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