Wise One,
No dreams that stuck out the past few nights, but sleep has still been restful. I was able to spend time online with friends playing dnd, which was so nice. Today I spent eight hours on neglected homework. Though I have finished a lot, I still have much that is due by Wednesday, when we get another load for the week. It's a lot of work, but it keeps me busy.
This week I've learned a bit about the diety pan. It is an interesting one, one I am entirely sure how to feel about. On one hand, he loves music, dancing, and napping. He is strong, but prefers peace over war. However, he is rather lecherous, and like many Greek deities, wasn't always concerned with consent. Still, a fascinating one to study, especially as I believe he is the only Greek God who has died in mythology.
I also found a few books, some were even free. One is for self discovery, one for self love, and two for Budhism. I am unsure how effective the first two will be, but I am down to give it my best effort. I have studied about Buddhism a little before, but not very in depth. Overall I am attracted to the philosophy and way of life.
I've also been feeling this warmth since writing you again. There's also a sensation, almost like a vibration that I feel from time to time. Though I can't explain it, it is am encouraging feeling.