I really really try my hardest but I'm tired.... I'm tired from dealing with my problems with my thoughts on my own... yeah maybe they are really smal problems but to me they are really big. Tired to idk being like some therapist to everyone who listen gives advice try to solve other problems but almost always left alone when i need to talk, or if they listen get answers like it's not big deal, you will get over with this one or you still not over that person. And feeling that people around me not trying to understand or they don't care or idk it's me who is weird maybe it is just me.....