Dear lord , dear readers
Enjoy reading :
•i already write this out but no one cares ..dude even me i don’t it is just my life story
•I'm feeling ..such a feeling that it cannot be explained at all
mixed with sadness excitement ..
like something u know that it’s gonna happens but it takes time ..but u want it to happens now really
{I'm gonna to live a new life in those next months or next year but it takes a lot of time }
••• Let’s talk bout my life in the past
i still remember the old me ..the hated girl the unloved girl the fact that i hate what i have been through in my middle school days ..i passed through a four years that i don't wish my enemy to live what i lived
four years full of hating jealousy rich kids they bully u for no reason ..they call me fat ugly ..u have no style poor little girl ..but rly i wasn’t
i hate the fact that i was living like that
teachers there love rich student, for sure it wasn’t me it was my fake bff
so i remember so clearly i was 13 yo in my last fucking year in the middle school the fourth one and the most horrible one
i was with the 5 first one in the class ..my bff was the last one ...i tried to tell her that it’s okay u will success ..but she hated me ..nth to do with that ...
okay i was having a instagram account ..i was young and i didn’t know how to control it ..it was a public account i was only posting a selfies of me it was a normal pictures
once we toke the holidays , the winter holidays on decemeber ..a 15 days then we go back to school ..
one of the boys who hated me hacked my account and published my pictures in the school page (u can imagine the situation )
but no one told me ..even my close friends they had sharing my own pictures and laughing at me...
until i received a message from a new girl in my class telling me what happened ..i was shy i cried a lot i wanted rly to die
i thanked her a lot
she told me that my bff who told her ex - of the new girl- to post my pic
i was absolutely shocked i didnt tell my parents what happened to me and till now they still dnt know
her ex had posted post like this bitch this whore posting her ugly pics ..i was the topic of the school
we went back to school and every one ..literally everyone laughed at me saying this is poor ugly bitch
only the new girl who helped me she gave me pic of her ex in the wc..it is a disgusting pic so i post it ..but nothing happens..they hates me...the problem was thati dont even know her ex i never talked to him he was from another class
and the new girl she wasn't at all my friend but she helped me
oooooooh life ..