Dear Diary,
I saw a meme today, it was "You're only unproductive by the standards of the world we lived in two months ago, and that world is gone now." Too true, and something I needed to hear. Although tonight there's actually a few things to do at work, so I don't feel entirely like I'm getting paid to just stare at a computer screen... I actually miss the office, it was my little human interaction I needed, being lost in a crowd...and actually being able to do 100% of my tasks. I miss feeling productive, and like I'm actually participating, and making a difference...
It does make me wonder more though, what the world will be when all this is over. How much this will have an affect on things. And also how long it will be before people stop caring and go back to how things were...
I thought my labs would have come in today from my nephrologist... I guess everything is a little backed up lately though. I hope tomorrow then. Really hope these new meds are working the way they want it to. I can't believe how much this condition has changed my life and the way I see and do things.