April 25, 2020

Dear Diary,

You know, the past couple of weeks havent been good for me. Last night akshay sent his resignation letter. Recently i started thinking that now i dint have much burden, the team is taking care of so many things. After getting akshay onboard, we could really accomplish a lot. The team was perfect. And now he wants to go. 

You know this is the difference between a startup co founder and regular Job guy, to other guys, it wont affect, for me, its a pain. It's a fear, what now. Although i know from my past experiences, that someone may come and take over his role. I know it'll be difficult, and uncertain, it'll take so much time for the new guy to sink in, to understand whole system, and it's possible that we may not even find a very good guy. 

But these difficulties, these uncertainties, are the gifts of startups, these things teaches us the lessons we would not learn otherwise.

This week is just bad.

I have almost forgotten to write code these days. Everything is taking me so much time. I screwed up with the german guy. Dawrani and sikha wants to work on the mentor project, and how can i say, i dont feel like working right now. Sandeep wants to start something, i dont feel like working on that either, go broker is left in between, and the AI Course. Things are not going very well at the company also and i dont feel like working on anything at the momemnt.

To avoid it all, i am trying to sleep all the time, but how long can i do that. 

I have to wake up and work, and keep myself strong. Everything is here to pass and to teach me something... 

Bye...