Dear Diary, its 8:30 am and i woke up sweaty because i was talking to my ex’s best friend who i never met in person. She told me that he lied about his name and everything. Hes a pice of shit but i still think about him almost every day. He is so stupid and that stupidity is going to make him very lonely one day. Why cant he just wake up and be more open to loving people who have different interests. Hes looks will hade away very soon and his personality suck. Hes no longer the hot young guy, now hes a sexy man whos looks are fading rapidly by each year. Yet his still expecting to find someone twice his age and extremely attractive, while hes not smart or rich, just a pretty face. The only reason why im so hung up for this trash is because hes the only man who made me feel loved. I hope i meet someone new who loves me for who i am. Its been six months and still no luck, and the corona virus aint helping me with the social distancing part.
Im stuck at my family house in a small town, i hate it here, there are no words to describe how much i detest this place. When will this covid shit end, im turning into a school shooter
XO