April 21, 2020

Dear Diary, 18:30 i just finished cutting myself. I cant stop thinking about him, i even texted him how was he and some basic shit like that. I had to do this because of stupid  quarantine i cant get the pills that i need for my mental health so i had to do the good old high school blade. I feel good every time my wounds start closing it feels like ice particles kissing my tights.