April 17, 2020

 

Almost all my classmates and those with whom I studied in university are married and have children. 
It surprises me though it shouldn’t. And it also makes me feel more calm - the thought that I don’t and I will not have children. I’ve made this decision for lots of reasons. The thing that I don’t like them is only one of them. 
Surely it’s a disaster for my mom. I haven’t told her yet, not seriously at least, so she is still waiting and making pressure. 
But I don’t want them. And I think it would be an extremely crazy and irresponsible thing to give birth in my country. 
The thought that I will not have this burden makes me feel better, more  confident and make me still have my hopes for the future.
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