Darling ghost, change is what I desire the most. Change because i want the day when I no longer say "I hate myself" to come. To come and brush off the guilt. I have pride but it keeps trumbling everytime I look away. Brick by brick I fashion it, only to watch it crumble in a single breeze. I do not desire to look in the mirror and say "I love myself." I only hope that I will never whimper because of self-hatred.
Your self-hater.