April 11, 2020

Do you ever just wonder why the people you want the most in your life leave all the time ? Well I wish I had the answer .... In life certain people come in for specific reasons and you just happen to be the one that got me out of my dark place , the one who filled my heart with a feeling that I haven’t had in over a year . When you look at me after you kiss me ... makes me think are you going to leave like the rest of the people that have ... that feeling I get when your holding me in your arms is a feeling I don’t want to lose again . Brings warmth into my heart and a smile I can’t avoid. It’s you whom brings me back to life , to where I get the sensation of being loved for ... but it’s only last so long ... I just want sit in your truck and listen to Ed Sheeran , have you look at me Like I am one of a kind and make me fall in love with that look you give me that’s un explainable . I just need to you to stay ... you can fill that empty spot for the rest of my life , because you are the one who gave me back something I never though I would have again .... but it’s reality and I have to realize that your gone and it’s the same story over and over again . So ? Who’s next in my life to leave ??