March 20, 2020

I miss you so much, I still think about you so much, I still want to hug you.  I love you idk getting crazy. But all this time I'm thinking so much about you. But I know I can't text you, you have her and now I'm just friend  nothing more.  I couldn't like that to feel reacted by person that attention means so much to me. Because of that i ended it even when I didn't want. But I had to, I had to do it for myself because I was destroying myself bit by bit. Overthink everything. That thing  that you don't feel the same when you got my hopes up or idk it was me who got hopes up.  But you felt the same at that time how so fast it got to "just friend". The problem is that I want you when I know I shouldn't.