March 19, 2020

Dear Diary,

I'm so upset.  Today I just got word that my baby shower will be cancelled because of this God damn Corona virus. 

This whole pregnancy didn't go as planned. I was dealing with so much before this virus. I was just trying to keep my sanity until this baby shower where I can breathe and enjoy the pregnancy for a day without worry. I can feel pregnant and beautiful and whatever else comes with it.. but now that's taken away . I get it though this Corona virus is scary and dangerous .. but it's the worst timing ..  I've been balling my eyes out. I'm emotional and hormonal and I just feel so alone.. I wish things were different