Caythecra's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, Its been very long since i update my diary. Been very busy lately. Today i just feel like writing this for myself. Singapore is having more rules for unvaccinated people. I am one of the even though am not a anti-vax. I just

Dear Diary, I screw my full time job 1 month ago. I know is bad to quit during this period but i don't regret leaving a slavery life. Working part time now with great bakers and acquire new friends 😁. Starting to sell bakes from home. Unfor

Dear Diary, WHOOHOO!  Today is a great day! I meet up with my parttime exbosses, free lemon tart and durain cake! Met my old great colleagues! Yesterday was even better, I finally snapped and had a talk with my current boss about how i am be

(...) : me thinking Day 16, I am suppose to know all the enviroment work within a day (?!), must memorize all kinds of design of what I do (sure), memorise the olds within 1 week (okay...), and remember all last min work given (alright....).  Boss: "

Dear Diary, Before making any assumption; that i have another angsty past, No. It wasn't that i got bullied.  It was me bullying a person, unintentionally. A mistake and a misunderstanding where i feel regret for the pass 23 years. And it will

Dear Diary, I always feel left out during at work, i not sure what I did, but am sure is the way i speak. It's always very rough and misleading sometime.  I have been practicing for years since young to speak kinder and laugh with them even if

Not again....Is my 4th day at my new work place. I'm already causes misunderstanding and the lack of good image.... I do not have Aphasia but am unable to speak my thoughts well. It always comes out wrong and misleading.... Maybe I am highly introver

Is 4am... am still awake.Even if i love the silent night, i hate the thoughts running in my mind. I better write this down before i forgot... Am not very good in languages, no matter how much i study. Am unable to sit still with shity uncontrollable

Dear Diary, Found this app. I do not know why i started it but pouring out my feelings hidden in shadow can makes me feel less lonely i guess.... Have many things to say but mostly afraid, these will not be a happy one. But i need to write or i

Dear Diary, So, I have had a thing for Christian since we were like 6! (We are both 16 now) he has been my best friend for so long, and I hate that we lost touch after I moved. I missed him the most out of everyone. Now that I moved back, he has

Dear Diary, Day 5 of lockdown due to the Corona virus. I have hardly seen anyone including friends or family. We have stuck to the house and that's about it. My 4 year old is getting antsy being indoors as much as we have been. In pregnant so I can

Dear Diary, I cant sleep. Its 3 am. I'm up and restless. I cant even muster the will to sleep. At this point I feel as if I should just let this run itself out.

Dear Diary, I'm so upset.  Today I just got word that my baby shower will be cancelled because of this God damn Corona virus.  This whole pregnancy didn't go as planned. I was dealing with so much before this virus. I was just trying to keep my sa

Dear Diary, I like the sound of rain. The calm feeling that flows over me like a sheet of comfort. Mother nature attempting to restore and nourish the land. The soft droplets hitting the metal rooftops of the neighbors shed. The water rushing down t

Dear Diary,I feel like I was robbed of this pregnancy... like I was hardly able to enjoy it. With all the name calling and violent outburst and arguing. The tension was too high. There were days I didn't even feel pregnant.. and now I'm almost due im

Dear Diary, I try to stay positive, but with the situations that I'm currently facing make if hard to keep the spirits high. I feel more alone than ever. How can you feel so lonely in such a populated world...