MiraculousSoul's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I saw a freakin raccoon in my backyard. I was minding my own business then all of a sudden. I hear a loud sniffing noise. I look to my right and there's a huge ass raccoon just sitting on the fence staring at me. Scared the shit outta me

Dear Diary,I've decided to give this Diary thing a try. I need a positive outlet for my thoughts, I've been really stressed lately. Never know this might actually turn out to be kinda Fun.

Dear journal, When I sleep, I'm so happy. When I dream, I feel alive. When I'm awake, I miss that. I wish I could just sleep and dream forever......

Dear Diary, I dont know how to sort my thoughts. I've not been writing them out lately, which is definitely making it worse. I wouldn't even care if she walked away at this point, which is hard to say. It's always like she wants more than im com

Dear Diary, Its been a very slow weekend for me, but my love has been busy. So he hasn't been able to talk much. I miss him so much, I didn't like not hearing from him for hours at a time, but he kept reminding me he missed me. I love when he sa

Dear Diary, Sometimes I get emotional. I cried on the phone last night and im pretty sure he noticed. He's having his own internal struggles and I feel them in me. Sometimes being so empathic can be hard. I just want to help with whatever is wro

Dear Diary, Day 5 of lockdown due to the Corona virus. I have hardly seen anyone including friends or family. We have stuck to the house and that's about it. My 4 year old is getting antsy being indoors as much as we have been. In pregnant so I can

Dear Diary, I cant sleep. Its 3 am. I'm up and restless. I cant even muster the will to sleep. At this point I feel as if I should just let this run itself out.

Dear Diary, I'm so upset.  Today I just got word that my baby shower will be cancelled because of this God damn Corona virus.  This whole pregnancy didn't go as planned. I was dealing with so much before this virus. I was just trying to keep my sa

Dear Diary, I like the sound of rain. The calm feeling that flows over me like a sheet of comfort. Mother nature attempting to restore and nourish the land. The soft droplets hitting the metal rooftops of the neighbors shed. The water rushing down t

Dear Diary,I feel like I was robbed of this pregnancy... like I was hardly able to enjoy it. With all the name calling and violent outburst and arguing. The tension was too high. There were days I didn't even feel pregnant.. and now I'm almost due im

Dear Diary, I try to stay positive, but with the situations that I'm currently facing make if hard to keep the spirits high. I feel more alone than ever. How can you feel so lonely in such a populated world...