Doesntexist's Dear Diary

Index
April 25, 2025
Crawling - LinkinPark Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear is never end
Apr 25
March 31, 2025
Dear Diary, ok so i need friends my one just almost O.D and all the others left me when I was grounded I cant get outta the house to make friends so I'm fucked
Mar 31
March 31, 2025
Dear Diary, I have not written In a while but here Is an update on my life. I got my make-up back so I'm happy and I cut my hair and I think My mom's gonna redye it because she said her and my sister have another surprise to boost my self esteem. Fo
Mar 31
March 28, 2025
Ok so I need a public writing website (cant do Wattpad) that I can use on a school Chromebook also does dollar tree have good make up
Mar 28
March 26, 2025
Dear Diary, I go to see my therapist today at 2 and I have a feeling she is gonna bring up my birth bitch which is gonna make me snap and I don't wanna be mean to her she is a nice lady
Mar 26
March 25, 2025
Dear Diary, I ct to deep this time
Mar 25
Make It Hurt
Chapter 1 - Crystal The sound's off my annoying ass alarm clock woke me up. I came home from work late last night and was tired as hell but I still have to get up because today the boss said we have a special client that want's a very specific ta
Mar 22
March 21, 2025
Dear Diary, My Doctor started me on A AntPyscotic med it starts with an A it makes me hella sleepy so I only take it before I go to bed and I also got a refill on my hydroxyzine so that's fun I also found out my thearapist thinks I'm fucking psycho
Mar 21
hehehehe
I officially have the first two chapters done in my book and I am so fucking happy I put the link IF you want to see It so far just copy and paste I If It don't work lmk
Mar 20
I wonder
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1F9tGIWQ8wd3f8PBvIuteX-42PoQ5AAl75HndKiLFDo4/edit?tab=t.0
Mar 20
I'm on a war path today
Dear Diary, I can't wait till I turn 18 I'm moving out I don't care where I go I just have to leave. I found out the other day that my grandpa has cancer but don't want people to know. My mom Is trying to get him to live with us but she planes on g
Mar 20
March 19, 2025
Dear Diary, I want to make an account on my diary . org  but I can't because I'm on a school Chromebook I can get to the website but not make an account which sucks and I cant ask my friend to make me an account because I don't have friends anymore a
Mar 19
March 19, 2025
Dear Diary, omfg I just wrote so much and it wont let me share it I cant even share my book on here and I wanted to make an account on My-dairy.org but I cant get into my email bc I'm on a school Chromebook and I cant ask my friend to help and make m
Mar 19
March 19, 2025
I'm very VERY pissed off right now because I have spent hours working on the first two chapter's of my fucking book and this dumbass website will not let me share It I do not know why but It's fucking retarded I'm on a school Chromebook bc I am not a
Mar 19
March 17, 2025
Hiii to the people who have been reading my little story's I am currently writing a dark romance book that I think I might put on here to see If people like It before I try to get It published I have not decided yet but I would love yalls opinion The
Mar 17
October 03, 2020
Dear Diary, My cat is giving birth to her baby cats today and I'm actually worried. May she deliver her babies easily. I know my cat is in pain now. Badly want to hug her.
Oct 03
Why people always do things that can badly hurt others?
Dear Diary, I am feeling tired lately and I am quite overwhelmed to all of the things that are happening to me. To tell you honestly, I just want to be comforted by someone who hurt me ,but I don't know. I am tired. I am really tired. And I just ba
Oct 03
July 28, 2021
Dear Diary, Its been a lot of time, and I am back again with mind full of thoughts.I jsut realised that its really difficult for me to live with family. I seriously cant live with them. All I want independence and they are still ruling.  What k
Jul 28
April 11, 2021
Dear Diary, I want to improve my writing skills and speaking skills. I joine toastamastrs but I dont kniw why I am lacking confidence in me when it comes to speaking.I notice I fumbled a lot while speaking. I am 27 year old still ca.nnot speak
Apr 11
May 31, 2020
Dear Diary, Today is a new day, well you know yesterday I watched "peaceful warrior". This movie was so awesome. It was exactly the same I was waiting for so long.  Anyway this movie is all about living in the present moment. We try to do so ma
May 31
May 30, 2020
Dear Diary, After almost a month, I am here writing. Well I can see people around me behaving in a strange way. People are selfish,yes they are.  But you know along with that I am learning a most valuable lesson as well, That dont give your too
May 30
March 27, 2020
Dear Diary, I dont know what is happening to me at this time, I am feeling completely lost , exhausted and low. I am upset and feeling like not talking to anyone. I am in a relationship but I dont know ,I am not enjoying that anymore from last t
Mar 27
March 27, 2020
Dear Diary, Here, I go again , good morning , what a lovely and sunny wheather it is. I woke up at 6 am as soon as alarm goes off. I have done my 50% tasks as i planned night before . In 15 mins , office work will started , though I am missing g
Mar 27
March 26, 2020
Dear Diary, I am writing for the first time here , i wanted to do so before but. could not did it because of procrastination..  Anyway, you know I  believe lock down is the best thing happened to us in the history till now , it never had bee
Mar 26