It's not necessarily that I want to die. It's more of 'why should I stick around if I'm not needed?' I cant say its selfish either. I feel at peace with leaving. I've been reassured and know that my friends are fine without me. Why can't I leave if there's nothing else for me to do? I can't and won't try to think around this, because there's no point to it. Why should I? It feels good to be sure about something. I don't really have anything more to write, so goodbye for now.
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