Dear Diary,Why i always get in these situations. Why can I like someone without complications. There was one everything was possible but got just mixed signals and idk got tired form it. And now it's looks like he likes me but idk one time says he liks me as a friend and other he thinks he is in love with me. So which one. Like I'm confused ahh I hate all this. I hate myself for going to all this i knew that it will not have good end. But now I never thought it will be like this. That I will like him so much. I should had end it when we were chatting for like month I knew that I will start liking him but never thought like this. Fucked myself again. I just wanna meet someone with who all this wouldn't be so complicated. I wanna something normal both sides love, that he would want to be with me just the way I'm. Not as friend with some who can do those things. And like wtf he thought that I want that. Oh he doesn't even know that i couldn't do it so easily even if we would be in relationship.