October 30, 2019

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Dear Diary, I hate my body, it disgusts me, I'm so fat and have stretch marks all over my stomach, I try to eat healthy but I keep failing then I hate myself more and eat to comfort my pain, obviously you can see the cycle here.


Three years ago, I lost 8stone. but thanks to a toxic relationship triggering a depressive episode, that I still don't think I'm fully over. 


I put all the weight back on and the thought of having to climb that hurdle again is so disheartening I think I'm scared to put real effort in, to lose the weight if that makes any sense. I need to get my shit together. 

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Ninetyfour+Oct 31, 2019

Thank you, I was particularly low when I wrote this. Every day I try to love myself and remind myself of the positive things in my life, I just slip up sometimes.

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meruOct 31, 2019

Hey! Dont hate on ypurself...we all have our struggles..the key is to keep calm amd march ahead...fimd ways to filter out the negative energy in your surroundimgs and focus on the positve things.😃

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