Dear Diary,
I don't know exactly why I'm on here, I guess just to get certain things off of my chest and just put it out there.
Lately I've been thinking about my cousin a lot lately and it's gotten to the point of where my sex life with my girlfriend is pretty bad. I can't exactly get off without thinking about my cousin. I miss her and what we used to have. I wanted what we had to last forever, maybe leave the state together go somewhere new where nobody knew us so we can be together without having to watch out all the time. She sadly wanted to stay here and now we dont talk anymore.