July 30, 2019

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Dear Diary,I feel bad today.. "as always" 


The fact that I'm 21 years old and don't know what I want to do in my life  is making me feel miserable. 


I don't know anything about myself, I don't have a favorite color or book or movie or anything. 


I don't know what I like and what I don't.


I don't have friends, or let me say someone considers me as a friend. 


I have no one to share my feelings with, to tell them how I feel except you. 


You won't judge me, or tell me that it's all my fault, and that I'm the bad one. 


I'm one year ahead of graduating and I'm so worried. I can't choose my path in life. 


I still have so much to learn and to experience, but I'm so afraid. 


Loneliness is a very hard feeling. I can't deal with it, and that's why I need you so much. Because I want someone to hear my words. 


I'll definitely come back tomorrow.. see you my diaryπŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›

M
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WoopsydaizyAug 3, 2019

Life really is a journey so try and relax. Cut yourself a break and just do "one day (even one moment) at a time." I am 50 and practicing this daily

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MezzAug 1, 2019

Thank you all so much for the support πŸ’›πŸ’›

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JustMeAug 1, 2019

Just try to do something new and fun. It will help you to find your passion. For example...I love reading and drawing. it give me happiness in my pathetic life.

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TealJul 31, 2019

Im 34. I still dont know what I want to be when I grow up. You are not alone.

K

And welcome aboard...Everyone here would love to hear your stories...

K

The very fact that you are questioning about it, tells that you are already on the way. You are only 21. Keep looking. You'll eventually figure out what you love... ❀️

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meruJul 30, 2019

I think we've all been in tbis situation at one point or the other...even when i was in college, i thought the same..but i never stopped searching for my purpose..i kept at it..i failed many times..but theyve only lead me to tje right path..so never give up friend :)

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NikNakJul 30, 2019

Stay strong.

"Words are a lens to focus one's mind."

β€” Ayn Rand