Dear Diary,
1nore day my ssd hit and i can get at tire for my car and grab a room take a shower yessss a shower....man i want 1 so bad..but a nigga dont feel comfortable where i lay my head i wll not tke a shower nor anything else..pple want to mke my life harder ill give a little bacc to them..lje a nigga struggle not hard enough..i dnt understand why pple want to do tht whts there purpose for it...but whtever it is so b it..if a person can mke it thru the worriest of the worriest wht n the hell make them think this little shit wld brke me or chnge me...i worked to hard to mke myself better then i was to allow ignorance self gain or whtever extra need for them to chnge me..Mannnn...and he mad...bullshit aint nothing..but now i got to mke him smile..he got a lot n them streets. To deal with niggas trying to kill him or haters trying to stop him frm saling his weed...mann the things a man go thru..i lnw wht i do but a man is challenged by another man..a women can put on a smile and all is sweet..i dnt think we as women get the hard momnets they have to deal with..shit most are brought up to b the MAN , protrcter, bread winner..so there mind n a struggle is harder..even with a women..we have the ability as women to mke it to get wht we want. But a man hve to figure another way and sme decisions are the hardest 1s..the 1s that can tke 1s soul and heart..so yea there struggle is harder and mkes 1s life different..and this nigga just pissed me off smh but laughing 2..lol..2much much as sis wld say lol..lmao..but still going to figure a way to mke him smile even tho if i was right there he wld..bt cuzz a nigfa nt got to do it frm a far..man..we women r the bone conect to the sde of them tht protects them heart ..the bone on the sde tht keeps there bacc up tht keeps there head up and allows them to walk with a little sweeter flavor a .gangsta step..lol..lmao...we all hce are part..thts wht worries me abt sme..women these days feel like they dnt hve a place they need to b n..like its a bad thing but wht they dont realize there place is strngth, and it beautiful.....just like a mans role in life.....