Decay's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, 1nore day my ssd hit and i can get at tire for my car and grab a room take a shower yessss a shower....man i want 1 so bad..but a nigga dont feel comfortable where i lay my head i wll not tke a shower nor anything else..pple want to

Dear Diary, Tonight 11:25pm missing him..this amazing man..been a min since i seen him..i keep telling myslf if he cares he shld miss me to but i barely get a text then he dnt rember my words...cruahed my heart...he sd he nt busy but ddnt rember

Dear Diary, Mind so lost...15 different ways screaning for my soul..lost..talkung to my father wondering around nowhere has as an end..needing to feel safe..just n the arms of sme1 special ..needed...wanted..all n the past let go..can he really

Dear Diary, 2 be lost...I've seen death all my life...even cause it..never image my owen..lost n my mind...wanting away out..people walk around me n my life..smile n my face but change oace when I am not looking...tires not sleepy but soul..soul..wht