Dear Diary, I am a man, a man who is not perfect by any means. I have so many fuckin problems and issues as well as emotional baggage, such as abandonment issues, fear of being alone. But I do know how to love a woman. I do know what I love is. I am in love with a woman, who is 8 1/2 months pregnant with my child. The only thing is, she doesn't love me. I feel like I was misled. I feel that I was wronged by her. My heart is broken.