Dear Stranger,

idk honestly what's so interesting in my life that's worth sharing with the world, I literally just found this website but I'd to tell you that you're the best person and I'm so proud of you. Yes you! I think that everyone needs to hear reassuring words from time to time and maybe this is the time for u to get it from me.

I wanna tell you that hard times pass, maybe not very quick but that's only because life has it's ups and downs and actually this is a must. I'm sure that after every tough day you'll get even brighter days.

There are many reasons to live for even if you don't see them now.

Lemme give you some of my reasons to give and then in return give me some of your reasons,

I wanna live to build a family, a loving family. To have kids and be able to hold those little souls in my hands. Give them all of my love and affection.

I wanna live to fall in love. To experience that great feeling of finding the right person.

I wanna live to think of my past self one day and say " Woah girl you're so strong and brave for reaching the place you are in today".

I Wanna live to achieve my goals even if they're goals that I haven't thought of yet.

and so many other reasons too.

Now you might think if you actually are still reading "What an optimist this is"

Though the truth is I was hating everything a hour ago since the morning because well I'm so confused thinking about my major.

I already finished a semester at uni but I aint sure if this is what i wanna do.

Another thing that has been bothering me is the thought of what if i can't trust no one? like not even my closest friend? after telling her literally everything about myself...

ppl tell me that i like to get myself upset by overthinking but i rlly dunno.

Anyway I'm pretty sure that brighter days are coming for me and for you too.

I wanna say I love you so so so so so so much and no it aint fake cuz i love all humans

theyre all cute creatures to me. I might talk abt that later another time.

Cookie<3 ,

XOXO

MOMMA'S BOY's Dear Diary