June 26, 2019

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Dear whoever is reading this, alot has been on my mind... I let go of feelings for a lover... But its like he still here... I miss him, his smell & warmth.... Which is weird for someone who could be so cold. I told him, i don't ask you to pay my bills, give me money or to even expect you to buy me things! I expect you to have enough respect for me to keep shit true, honest, ๐Ÿ’ฏ dont play my face or waste my time! Thats all i ask of you... Yet you cant do half of that....then our energies dont match & im not giving myself, all myself to one person who can't or won't match what i bring to the table or to "our relationship" its sad... Im layyin here writing & thinking of this man... When i was the one to step up & tell him enough is enough!! I deserve better! You want me to be all yours, loyal to you! Yet you dont even be about what you stay preaching about. You have some nerve to text me after getting your shit "you know you shoulda gave me sum when i was there & you can have my black on the porch or save it for me lol" like REALLY!!!! HELLO i broke up with you bc you was half ass & funny acttin af.... Yet you think i shoulda gave you sum!?! Woowwww skerrrrrrrrrrt! Even if i got feelings for youvstill, nahh i love myself more & you a fool for not being man enough to see & be the kind of man i need. Your a fuckboyy & its unattractive! I wanna KING, bc im a QUEEN ๐Ÿ’ฏ๐Ÿ’ฏ I'll always pick myself back up & fix my crown.  ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ‘‘๐Ÿ’—
So to whomever, may be reading this, im so fed up & any ideas on how to get this man off my mind???  

Much luve, 
K.๐Ÿ’‹
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Katieekissesโœ“
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ExodusJun 30, 2019

Talk to him go open the jar and read why you cant deal with him. Dont ever let any man disrespect you. Remember that theres 3 people in life who really matter and thats.. YOU, YOU AND YOU. Have a blessed one.

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ExodusJun 30, 2019

I find myself in a similar situation except we have a son. In all honesty, if your already noticing that you want and deserve better than go get yours and dont worry about fake ass frontin manipulators. What you can do is every single time you find yourself thinking about his dumb ass write down on a peice of paper why you distance yourself from him, put it in a jar and so on. Now when he calls you or you have the urge to

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Christian Jun 27, 2019

I never was in a relationship :/ I feel like I should but at the same time I think that my partner will change me into sth I don't want to be and at the end my partner will leave me.

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KatieekissesJun 27, 2019

Aweee thank you luv, it means alot to get feed back ๐Ÿ˜Š

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At some point in our lives, I think many of us have been into unhealthy relationships. And i believe the trick to come out of it is to make peace with this thing. Forgive the person and forget him. Dont hold grudge or anything bad about him in your heart, if you have some write it and let it all go. Then just don't think about it. Forget it as one bad event in life. Better things may come soon. Above all, love urself. And you won't need anyone.

"Journal writing is a voyage to the interior."

โ€” Christina Baldwin